Self Harm, Beaches & Luxury Cars?!

In this raw and deeply personal message, Trevor opens up about his own battle with depression and self-harm, sharing moments when the darkness felt louder than hope and even success could not silence the pain. Through the story of Elijah in 1 Kings 19 and the honesty of his own journey, he speaks directly to anyone wrestling with suicidal thoughts, emotional overload, or that crushing belief that they are the problem. This is not cliché encouragement or surface-level positivity. It is real talk about shame, hopelessness, nervous system overload, and the practical steps that can interrupt a spiral before it becomes a decision.

If you have ever wondered, or felt like ending it would finally bring relief, this message is for you. Trevor walks through 12 practical, life-saving tools to navigate overwhelming moments while anchoring everything in the truth that Jesus draws near to the brokenhearted and that your story is not over.