00:00Blacked out and then I woke up in jail again. I wasn't even happy I woke up I woke up and immediately just started thinking about how ashamed I was But fantasized about I just need to get into a place where I could go back to drinking Inside of a hotel room by myself. It'll all be fine the time in jail into prison I started reading the Bible for the first time. I wasn't reading for any other reason other than to know him Why did you make me if all I was gonna do is become? Nothing, I started listening and I started hearing God speak to me I left prison went to a halfway house, which is way worse in prison We were all out back and this guy walked up and you need a water bottle full of vodka He's like here, bro. You want a drink? I said, no, I'm good Even though I want my whole body was like no, this is yours I was like, no, I'm good And then I went to bed and I woke up the next day the self-sabotage voice was gone the voice of But look what you've done look at all the destruction that you've created your entire is gone There was a darkness, but now there's light