Your Father Loves You | Francis Chan | IF:One Night (With ASL)

This is my daughter, Mercy, and I have five daughters. She's number three. And so I just flew in from Orlando. She flew in from San Francisco. We met here, and I was just excited. I was like, oh, I get to lead with my daughter today. And seriously, the whole flight over here, I was just a little giddy, like, oh, this is cool. I get to be with Mercy. But the crazy thing is she's my next door neighbor, too. So I see her like every day. We've just been gone from each other for a few days. And I know it's super weird. She's married, got two kids, and I just, I won't let her move more than a house away. But you know how you have different relationships with each of the kids, and it goes up and down and different things. But I would say with Mercy, yeah, it's just always been steady. We've just always been deeply in love with each other, and we've kind of traveled the world together. And I said, man, I really want you to lead us in worship at the end. But I also brought her up here because, yeah, I remember when she went away to college. Oh, my gosh. Like for two weeks, I was just a wreck. I really was. I just didn't know. I seriously didn't know how to function. And then when she got married, I was so mad. I really was. No, I love Peter now. But I just thought, no, we're supposed to travel around longer, and you said you didn't

really want to get married yet, and then you go falling in love. And I just remember that wedding day, just giving her away and just sobbing, sobbing, sobbing. And then the father-daughter dance, and I cried through the whole thing as I just held her. But I wanted to bring her up here first because I wanted to ask you a question. Does your prayer life look anything like this? Be honest. Is this how you feel when you pray? Just absolutely secure? Seriously, think about your time with the Lord this morning. Did it look like this? Sometimes when I get alone with the Lord, I don't start off like that. I go, God, that's where I want to get to. For so much of my life, I didn't get that. Even as a pastor, I didn't understand, like, this is what God wants from me. And even when I would get alone with God, I felt like I was trying to reach up and bring Him down. Come on, please, please, please forgive me of the things that I've done. I'm sorry I didn't get up that early or whatever it is. And it's like, can I please just get a little bit of you? I didn't see Him as this loving Father who's, like, you know, desiring me. And it's weird because I know, like, God is so holy, I would never challenge His power. I would never wake up one morning and go, I actually think I'm more powerful than He is. That's never entered my mind. I never think I actually, I'm very intelligent. I want to challenge you. I would never think that. But when it comes to love, for so much of my life, I had this, like, I don't know if

He loves me as much as I love Mercy. Because I know what I feel for that girl. was like the side of me that goes, does he, I didn't believe he loved me like that, desired me like that, even though the Bible said that. Even though the Bible says, no, I am the one that's knocking on the door. But when I'd be in this room, like trying to get to him somehow, this holy God. And it's only been the last few years where I've been understanding his love and his grace and his desire for me. And I've been learning that I don't have to reach up to him because if I believe the scriptures, I mean, Jesus says in John 14, 17, he says, he talks about the spirit of truth whom the world cannot see because it neither sees, cannot receive because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him for he dwells with you and will be in you. Okay, that's fascinating. Okay, sometimes when we talk Holy Spirit, it's like, oh, Holy Spirit this, Holy Spirit that. We're talking about a member of the Trinity. Holy, holy, holy God. And they're saying, holy God is actually gonna enter into your body. God himself is here and he's in me. And in a few verses later, Jesus says in verse 23, if anyone loves me, he will keep my word and my father will love him and we will come to him

and make our home with him. So if I believe, if I tremble at the word of God and I go, whoa, God said that. Then when I get alone with God, I don't have to. It's a lack of faith that says, please come down here. When his word says, did you not believe me? I'm inside of you. The fathers and son have made their home with me. The Holy Spirit lives in me. And I don't look up to heaven like I'm trying to bring him down. He's already told me, God, you're in this room. You're with me. And your word says that you're rich in mercy. That means like you long to forgive. Like you're rich in that. Like you're going, okay, Francis, just come, come, come, come, come, please, please confess things because I just want to, I want to forgive you. I mean, for years, some of you guys that follow my teaching, you'd hear about how I talk about the throne of God. And I believe all of that still. And now there's lightning and thunder and fire and the angels, a hundred million angels, and they're covering themselves up and they're screaming out his holiness. It's like, wow, that's a holy throne. But for somehow, somehow I missed that Hebrews 4, 416 or 146, I really missed it. I think it's 416 says that,

that when we come before him, I'm going to find it. Yeah, 416, let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in the time of need. You guys know, anyone who's heard me teach, even for a few years, you know, I'm like obsessed with the throne of God. And just as holiness and the intensity and the thought of what's it going to feel like when I die and I come before that throne and there's lightning and thunder and fire coming from that throne. Like what, that's any second for us. Any second it could happen to me tonight that I'm before the throne. That is absolutely true, but it's also absolutely true that we can with confidence draw near to the throne of grace. I missed that. Somehow I missed that. It's a throne. of grace, grace when he just, he wants to bless. He wants to give, that's who our God is. And he says, so you can receive mercy and find grace in your time of need, he calls his throne the throne of grace. It's like the other day I was driving by a restaurant

and it was called house of noodles, okay? Obviously I would notice that. And it would be weird for me to walk in, I'm like, hey, any chance you have noodles? Right, so here he's saying, come with confidence to my throne of grace. So for me to come to God after his word tells me that he dwells in me and that he's been knocking on the door pursuing me and wanting me to come to his throne of grace, see this has made me so much more excited in the mornings to come into the presence of God. Because I know I'm loved and I just get alone. I go, God, you've been waiting, you're in me and you just wanna pour grace on me, that is crazy. You wanna minister to me. And my imagination's like going nuts with what could happen in the presence of God. Like, I hope you are still thrilled to come into the presence of God. Because sometimes we can get excited about these big gatherings and the bands, everything else and the emotion and I love it, I love the energy, I love getting together with the body of Christ. But I tell you, I don't know what I'd do without my time alone with him. Where I just sit there and he is so real to me. So real to me. There's this passage in 1 Corinthians chapter two

that I wrestled with, okay. 1 Corinthians two verse nine, as it is written, what no eye has seen nor ear heard nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him, okay? Right, you guys have seen that passage, I've taught this passage and I would tell the church, I go, hey, you realize we're talking about no eye has seen, no ear has heard, or the heart of man imagined, what God has, God has something prepared for us. But we can't see it, we don't hear it, we can't imagine it and I remember preaching that, talking about our future and then someone in my church says, hey, pastor, I think you missed something. Did you read the next verse? It says, but God has these things, God has revealed to us through the spirit. Wait, he has revealed this to us through the spirit. Wait, but he says, no eye has seen, no ear has heard, but then he goes, but God has revealed it to us. There's something he can reveal without it going through our eyes, it didn't go through our ears, it didn't go through our cognitive thinking, somehow he can put just this understanding of what's coming to us, what he's prepared for us. And he goes, I can impart that to you through the spirit, to where you walk away that morning, you go, I didn't hear anything, I didn't see anything,

my mind wasn't even, but somehow, like at the core of my being, I just knew that I was in the presence of God, enjoying such security in his embrace and I didn't wanna leave and he's saying, yeah, that's what I have prepared for you, I let you taste it and you're like, but I can't, I don't know how to write down what I just experienced, because I can't describe to you something I saw, I can't describe to you something I heard, like a voice from God, it's not. like I saw heaven I'm just telling you like I know I was in the presence of God and I didn't want to leave because I just felt so safe and everything else was just gone and I'm just there loved by him and his I'll give that to you through my spirit that's what I'm praying for tonight you know Matt was saying like there's it's not just about giving you content it's like I you know you guys we're in this age where people pick churches based on how well the speaker speaks or how well the band leads and and and so a lot of us are content if it was a good message and good singing we go home happy I'm going really don't you want more than that I mean you did why do you come to church you want something mysterious you want some sort of connection with Almighty God and first Corinthians for Paul says let everyone consider us servants of Christ and stewards of the mysteries of God Paul says I'm a steward of the mystery mysterious things happen that's why it's like all I want to do is pray all I want to do is have some space here in the hopes that God might do something in your soul in your inner being this is the prayer that Ephesians 3 that Matt was talking about the Apostle Paul if anyone could have preached to them and what does Paul say I'm on my knees I'm begging him that by the by the riches of his glory he would just give you the

strength in your inner being through the Spirit so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith that you being rooted and grounded in love may have strength to comprehend together with all the Saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth I want you to know how deeply he loves you but Paul says I'm on my knees praying for that he's not just preaching to I mean even in Romans Romans is which is maybe the most important book I don't know if that's blasphemous but it it's like this is like the clearest you know so much theology in that book but what does he say in chapter 1 verse 11 he's handing them 16 chapters of great theology but he says but I can't wait till I see you that I might impart something spiritual to you what is that that's the mystery that's what you should want when we gather together I believe I can impart something today the Bible says if I come and I love you that the Holy Spirit will give me gifts spiritual gifts and Paul says here's a letter with a bunch of theology but I can't wait to see you then I might impart something spiritual to you in and then later on in Romans chapter 5 verse 5 he says hope does not put us to shame because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us like somehow God pours it directly into our hearts through the Spirit the love of God I mean that's scripture because some of us we have so much baggage in our minds some of us if you're anything like me you you had a dad who didn't want you my dad gave me up for adoption my grandma took me away before you already had the lady set up and you know you're not giving him away and then when she was too old she made my dad take me back but he didn't want me and the way he would just tie me to the tree and beat me and it just and I when he died and then and I was 12 years old I was so relieved and so there's a lot of baggage here and then I hear oh God is a father great And so God had to do something mysterious where he didn't go through my brain. It's somehow he poured his love into me where I just go, he saw how I was holding mercy.

I seriously said to God, every morning I wanna get there. Just remind me every day that you are holy and that you love me and I can make it through anything. And somehow mysteriously through his spirit. I believe I'm loved. For years, I would boldly proclaim, I love Jesus. But it was a lot harder to proclaim, oh, he loves me so much and to say that with honesty. There's one other passage that I wanna show you and then I wanna pray for you. It's in Numbers chapter six. You guys know the passage. You sing the passage all the time with the blessing, the Aaronic blessing. But I want you to see it in its context or hear it in its context because I don't ever know what verse I'm gonna use. But Numbers chapter six, verse 23. Listen to what it says. Speak to Aaron and his son saying, thus you shall bless the people of Israel. You shall say to them, the Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you. The Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace. But look at verse 27. So shall they put my name upon the people of Israel and I will bless them. I'm not even sure I totally understand what that means.

Seriously. But God tells these priests, look, just say this to them. And as you say this to them, you're gonna be putting my name on them and then I'll bless them. So God, can I say this to you? And in saying that and meaning that and you wanting to receive that, will God's name suddenly be on you? See, these are the mysteries I'm after when I gather with the body of Christ. Where you walk away tonight and you go, I was so insecure. When you had your daughter there and you said, whoa, me with God? But something changed. It's like something was imparted to me. It was like the spirit just made me know that is true. God does love me and I'm secure in him. You know, I'm gonna ask my daughter to come back out and just, and actually just sing that blessing over you as I get on my knees before holy God, begging him to impart that love to you. A love that I didn't understand for decades as a pastor. I did a pastor's conference not too long ago and I asked the pastors, hey, how many of you, if you're being totally honest, you're only like 70 to 80% sure that God loves you? 80 to 90% of the pastors stood up. This insecurity, like, I don't know.

I'm like, if that's our pastors, it broke my heart because that's what the enemy has done to us. He's whispering these voices, these lies. Like you blew it here, you blew it there. Whereas the word of God is saying, I'm rich in mercy. Just please confess it to me. I'm gracious. Come before my throne of grace. You will receive mercy. You will receive grace. I'm not begging God. or anything, I'm trusting in his word and saying, God, this is what you want to pour on us today. Because he's here with us. He's here in us, and I'm gonna pray for that mystery. And if there are some of you today who say, yeah, I'm insecure, that looked nothing like my relationship with God. That, this looks nothing like your relationship with God. And you would want the Holy Spirit to pour the love of God into your heart. I'm gonna come before his throne right now. And so if you would just put yourself in a posture of receiving in faith. I think it's Luke eight where the crowds were pressing in on Jesus, but that one woman was like, no, I'm gonna touch him. Be that woman tonight where you believe and go, no, God, I must have you as I pray for you and mercy sings over you.

Here we go. ♪ The Lord bless you and keep you ♪ Jesus. ♪ Make his face shine bright and be gracious to you ♪ Oh, Jesus. ♪ The Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace ♪ Oh, Jesus. ♪ Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, Amen. ♪ The Lord bless you and keep you ♪ ♪ Make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you ♪ ♪ The Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace ♪ Amen. ♪ The Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace ♪ ♪ Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, ♪ Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, ♪ This year upon you a thousand generations ♪ ♪ Your family, your children, their children, their children ♪ ♪ May his presence go before you and behind you and beside you ♪ ♪ All around you, within you, he is with you, he is with you ♪ ♪ In the morning, in the evening, you're coming and you're going ♪ ♪ You're weeping and rejoicing, he is for you, he is for you ♪ ♪ He is for you, he is for you, he is for you, he is for you, he is for you, he is for you, he is for you, he is for you ♪ ♪ Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, we believe he is for you. ♪ ♪ We sing amen, amen, amen, amen ♪ Father, you are our only hope. Holy Spirit, we need you to pour the love of God into our hearts. We don't want emotion. We don't want hype. We want something real that comes from heaven, that the Spirit internally would just call out to our spirits, that we'd have strength in our inner beings, that we would, together

with all the saints, just know the love of God which is beyond comprehension. Come, Lord. Pray for every woman watching, every woman in this room, that tomorrow when they get alone with you, it would just be different. A peace, a security that you imparted to them tonight. Give them an excitement to wake up in the morning and be in a room alone with you, just to have you pour your grace on them. Praise you, God. In Jesus' name, amen.