Stewarding the Supernatural | The Great Physician | Twin Rivers Church

I've been praying over it, praying for you to apply it to your life. If you're just joining us today and you weren't here last week, we're kind of in a unique study. Throughout the scriptures, there are many names or titles that are given to Jesus. As a matter of fact, kind of if you look at some traditional biblical concordances, there are nearly 200 different titles that obviously give us a glimpse of his uniqueness in his personality, in his character, and also in his function. And so we're in a series where we've decided to take one of those 200 and just narrow it down on it. It's a series called The Great Physician, which is one of his titles that refers to his ability to heal. And let me just say if you read the scriptures, you're gonna see that Jesus heals. As a matter of fact, he heals a variety of different ailments, a variety of different ways, but there are some patterns that are common in each of those despite their differences. And what I'm trying to do in this series is help you see the patterns behind these miraculous moments so that you can understand them, but even more than that, because at some point, you or somebody you love is going to need to, you're gonna need The Great Physician. And so I want you to be able to make sure

that these promises are alive in your life. Today I wanna talk to you about a kind of a unique angle, something people don't think much about when it comes to healing. The title of the message is Stewarding the Supernatural. Stewarding the Supernatural. In 2001, I read an article about a man named Larry All, who was a maintenance worker at a mall complex in Milwaukee. And they were getting ready to destroy the complex, and he was kind of going through one day, and he went through what was a shoe store. And when he went through the shoe store, he started looking through the dumpster, and he noticed a box with a pair of shoes, and he picked it up and opened them, and immediately he recognized what it was, that these were a pair of Air Jordans, but they weren't just a pair of Air Jordans, they were signed and game worn by Michael Jordan himself. They had been displayed in the store for years, but in all of the commotion, and in all of the things that were taking place, somebody had just thrown them in the trash. And so Larry takes them out of the trash, he takes them to an auction and gets $20,000 out of these shoes. So the question is this, why somebody throwing away a pair of game worn signed shoes from Michael Jordan? Well, it turned out that Jordan had gifted them

to the store owner at the opening of the store, and that somewhere in all of them moving, this owner had lost track of them. So he had been given something incredibly valuable, but he chose not to steward it. And that's something that I think many people don't understand about the way God works in our lives. Most of the time when we talk about healing, we just talk about the fact that God does it. But I wanna make you aware to the reality that this, that God's gonna do many supernatural things in your life, but that often many people lose what they once received because they didn't know how to steward the supernatural. And so what I wanna do today is I wanna help you understand, God does the impossible, but we have a part to play in stewarding it through the process and to its fullness in our lives. And I don't think there's any better passage of scripture that shows God's desire to work in our lives through supernatural ways than Isaiah chapter 61. It's a prophetic about Jesus. So hundreds of years before Jesus, this passage is written predicting all that Jesus will do. Let me read it to you. Starting with verse one, it says, the spirit of the Lord is upon me because the Lord has anointed me to preach good tidings to the poor. He has sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives,

the opening of the prison to those who are bound, to proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all those who mourn, to console those who mourn in Zion, to give them beauty for ashes and oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for a spirit of heaviness. Now, Jesus announced this when he came into the temple, or excuse me, to the synagogue the very first time, he read from this passage and it was like he was unveiling his job description. But in this, I want you to notice two things that really are essential if you're gonna receive something supernatural from God is, first of all, I just want you to notice that this tells us God cares about all the details of your life. It doesn't say the spirit of the Lord sent me to help. There is an itemized list, whether it's heaviness or poor, brokenhearted or lonely, that God takes the time to unveil his heart in this passage and his heart is for every detail of your life, that listen to me, you will never receive a healing if you don't believe, And so one of the first things you have to settle in your heart is this, that he knows the number of hairs on your head. The scripture say he sings over you as you sleep at night, that he knows your thoughts, but his thoughts about you outnumber the grains of sand on the seashore,

that there is no part of your life that God doesn't care about, and that all the details matter to him, and that's why your healing matters to him. But also this passage tells us this, it doesn't just tell us that God cares, it all shows us that he desires to redeem every part of our life. As a matter of fact, let me say it this way, in the Old Testament, there are a lot of symbolism, a lot of details that we read over, and we just don't think they matter, but every one of those details speak to something that God wants to restore in our lives. Even if you look at the crucifixion, listen, we just think of the crucifixion as a cross, no, no, no, the crucifixion was an announcement that God wanted to bless every area of your life. Listen, when Jesus' body was torn from its beating, the Bible says we received healing in our body. When his nails pierced his hands because he wants to bless the work of your hand. He wore a crown of thorns as symbolism that he wants you to have a peace of mind in the way that you live, that he was isolated from those who love him so that you could be accepted, that he was hung naked and shameful

so that you could be accepted by God, and walk in confidence that God loves you. Listen, even the purple sash that he wore, soldiers thought they were just putting that on him to make fun of him. No, that's the same color sash that an emperor wore. It was an announcement from God that he was restoring authority that we had lost in the Garden of Eden through sin. He was restoring that authority back to our lives. Every area of your life, God has done a work to redeem it. So any area of your life that's dysfunctional is an area that God can bring about something better through his supernatural power. But listen, here's something I want you to understand. Then why isn't it happening? If God has done the work to do a supernatural work for us, why is it that you and I may be living without it? Well, that's what I really want to get to the core of today is I want to help you see why maybe that there's something missing that yet you've been promised. The best place to see this is John chapter five. John chapter five is this unique story where Jesus comes and heals a man at a place called Bethesda. And just to give you a little picture of what's happening, is this was a place where people of the city would have gathered, particularly people who were sick or lame or disabled.

And there were five porches. And in the middle of these five porches, people would just lay around them. And there was this big pool in the middle. And there was a legend that believed that every once in a while an angel would come and touch the waters of this pool. And then there was a race. And the first person to get in the water would receive their healing. So people lived here for years around these pools, believing that if they saw the water move and they ran quickly, that somehow they could receive their healing. Well, Jesus walks into this place and has what I think is one of the most unique conversations with someone who needs to be healed that I have ever seen in my life. They would look at it together. It's John chapter five, start with verse five. Now, a man was there who had been there, been ill for 38 years. And Jesus upon seeing this man lying there and knowing that he had already been in that condition for a long time said to him, do you want to get well? Now the sick man answered him, sir, I have no one to put me into the pool when the water is stirred up. But while I am coming,

another steps down before me. And Jesus said to him, get up, pick up your palate and walk. And immediately the man became well, picked up his palate and began to walk. Now, within this account, this is so unique. There are three truths in how healing is sustained in the life of a person. And I really want you to get that because I think many of us think that healing is just something that like we just get zapped from heaven and then it's just permanent. But that's not how biblical healing works. And so what I want to do today is I want to show you how you handle the supernatural things God does in your life actually determines how many supernatural things God will ever do in your life because we're called to steward the supernatural things he does. God does the miracles, but we do the stewardship of those miracles. And so I want to teach you three things real quick. Here's the first one. Healing is a partnership between God and us. Healing is a partnership between God and us. I've got a confession, okay? Sometimes I read the Bible and I think to myself, Jesus, you shouldn't have said that. I mean, and this is like key one of these moments. Jesus walks up to a man who has been laying there sick for 38 years and he goes,

I mean, I just like cringe, I can imagine some of the disciples like immediately like googling, like public relations firms in Jerusalem because it's like, Jesus, this is not gonna help your image. You're going around asking sick people if they wanna be well. I mean, could you imagine walking into a hospital and going, hey, do you even wanna be well? You like it here? You wanna be here? I mean, this is just like, it creates stuff like, Jesus, why would you ask this? Because healing's a partnership between us and God. See, Jesus was willing to heal. He wanted to know if the man was willing to walk. And that's a big question. You see, one of the things that you and I have to understand is nowhere in the scriptures does Jesus ever heal someone against their will? Like, you know, if you remember that Jesus is hanging on the cross and there are two thieves and one of them rejects him and one of them accepts him, he does not look at the one that rejected him and say, well, I don't care if you reject me or not today, you'll be with me in paradise. No, no, he gives us the choice. And many times Jesus wanted to do healings, the Bible says, and he couldn't. Because the people in Nazareth would not accept him. He looked at the rich young ruler and said,

I wanna change your life, but money said you cannot. So the rich young ruler went away sad. Many times Jesus wants to do something, but he finds somebody who doesn't want to be well because healing's a partnership between us and God. Now, out of that we just said, well, what's our part? Okay, well, I got real quick here the two things. First of all, your first part is you have to take responsibility. This man's biggest issue is he wanted to blame everybody else for his condition. When Jesus said, do you wanna be well? Do you know what he said? Well, nobody helped me get in the water. And then when somebody does try to help me, you know what else? These guys jump in front of me, they jump line. And Jesus never engages the fact of what other people are doing, he only talks to this man about what he's doing. And this is what I'm trying to help you understand is this. Jesus looked at this man and says, do you wanna be well because he's trying to bring him to the realization no one can pursue God for you when you need a healing. Listen, some of us want the pastor to do all the praying. Some of us want the elder to do all the praying. Some of us just want everybody else to do the spiritual stuff and somehow we were saying, no, no, no. Listen, you're as much a child of God as I am. And when you are in need of a miracle, it is your responsibility to pursue God.

It's your responsibility to look for the promise. It's your responsibility to search out the scriptures. It's your responsibility to pursue him and receive what he has given you. This, the first thing you do is you have to take responsibility. And I'm gonna tell you a lesson that I have learned in healing is this, is that God doesn't desire just to heal you, he also desires to grow your faith. And you know what grows your faith? When you open the scriptures and see what it says about healing, when you pray for yourself and ask God to work in your life, when you worship despite the struggle and despite the difficulty, when those things are happening, the journey of pursuing healing and taking responsibility for the fact, I'm gonna seek God for this is part of what God's trying to draw out of you in this season. Now, let me just say this, that the second thing you have to do is you have to move in faith. Jesus looks at this man and he says, rise, come on, get up. And here's why, because when we look at all of the patterns of scripture, there's always a moving in the natural before God does the supernatural. There's always a moment where God says, I need you to do something to show me that you believe what I'm promising to do. And this is true in every one of us, when you and I are at a place

where something's not working in our lives, the Holy Spirit is speaking small prompts and instructions. And those we grab onto and respond to, that gives him the ability to work. For example, when you're in relational problems, there's gonna be a small little voice that says, apologize. And you ain't gonna feel like it, and you ain't gonna want to, but that little step of faith is what lets God come in and heal the relationship. For some of you, you don't need a healing in your body. You know what you need healing in your finances. And there's gonna be a little prompt that God says, don't buy that, cut up those cards, come on, get on a budget. And they're so small, these little things, but we push them to the side. Those are natural steps that God's saying, if you'll take that step, I'm gonna move in the supernatural way in this situation in your life. And so what I will tell you is, is that we have to choose, have to choose to take responsibility for wherever it is, and we have to take these steps. And when we do, it gives God a partner in this healing. A couple of years ago, I was on a plane to Fresno, California, and I was working, and the lady beside me, she said, "Are you a pastor?" And I told you last week on airplanes,

I always try to kind of go to Ighog Nido, 'cause when people find out you're a pastor, they even wanna debate you, or they want therapy. And I didn't feel like they either doing either one of those. And normally when somebody says, "What do you do for a living?" I'll say, "Well, I work for a non-profit." 'Cause I kind of try to, that's the way I try to steer out of it. But she had already gotten me. She said, "Are you a pastor?" So I said, "Yes, I am." And we started talking and she told me this story. She said, when I was 20 years old, she said that I was basically diagnosed with a terminal cancer. There was a two millimeter tumor that was wrapping itself around some of my arteries. She said, "No one in my family was a Christian." And she said, "We basically have been told I was just gonna die." She said, "But my dad remembered." He said, "He just couldn't accept this. And my dad remembered one time watching late at night, some TV preacher who said that if you needed to be healed, let the elders of the church pray for you." That's in James chapter five, by the way. And she said, "He didn't even know what an elder was, but he picked up the phone and called every church in Rochester, Minnesota until he found some elders

who would come see me in the hospital." He said, "These two elderly men walk into our hospital. They introduced themselves and we explain what's going on." And he said, "The first thing they asked me is are you followers of Jesus?" And we said, "No." And they said, "Well, let's make sure that you're born again." And they led us through the sinner's prayer and we received Christ. And she said, "I did it because I just assumed I was going to die and I wanted to go to heaven." And she said, "After that, they sang a hymn." She said, "I'd never heard it before, but they sang this hymn." And she said, "As they sang, it just felt like such a warmth came in the room." And then she said, "They took a little dab of oil and they laid their hand on my head and they prayed a prayer that God would heal me." And she said, "I just felt such peace." And I just assumed that this was God preparing me to die. She said, "Except for, the next day they did a scan and 80% of that tumor had shrunk." She said, "By the end of the week, five days later, that tumor was completely gone. I've been cancer free now for five years. God completely healed me." Now, listen, listen, healing is not random. It is us responding to God's invitation

to partner with Him in faith. Now, here's the second thing. Second thing this teaches us is healing isn't an event. It's a lifestyle, okay? Now, we read over this quickly, but Jesus, when Jesus said, tells this man, "Do you want to be well, rise, pick up your mat?" Well, we read over it quickly, but listen, there would have been an internal conflict in this man. You said, "What do you mean?" No, no, no, no, he wanted to get out. No, no, no. He's been laying there for 38 years. 38 years people have been bringing Him food. 38 years people have come to see Him. 38 years, He's not had to work a job. He's not had to have somebody. He's not been responsible for benefiting it or adding value to anyone else's life for 38 years. So picking up His mat meant choosing a different way of life. Can I tell you that sometimes sickness becomes our identity? And sometimes the familiarity of bondage is more comfortable to us than the freedom that God offers us. And so this man had to decide, am I going to walk this out? Am I going to live differently because of this? And let me just say that one of the things

I would want to teach you in this series is that the Bible talks about miracles and healing, but they're different. We use them interchangeably, but they're different. Miracles are when God does something instantaneous. Like there's no time in it, like immediately, you're just healed. Healing though is incremental. Can I tell you over the years, I've seen a lot of people who God starts a healing, but then they undo what He's incrementally doing because they don't change their lifestyle. Listen, when you believe that God's healing you, you have to start walking different. You have to start living different. As a matter of fact, what we've seen this is that this man's restoration was not a miracle. It looks like a miracle, but it was in steps. It was incremental and I can prove it to you. See, it looks like it's in steps because all of a sudden he's willing to take a step of faith and he stands up. Then when he stands up, he picks up his mat. Then he starts, he starts walking. But then it goes further because if you read later in the 14th verse, Jesus finds this man sometime later and comes to him and says, your life better be different or you're gonna end up back on that mat. Let me show it to you, verse 14. But afterward, Jesus found him in the temple and told him, now you are well, so stop sinning,

or something even worse may come upon you. Now, this is so interesting. Apparently, this man's ailment was tied to something in his behavior that was opening a door for the enemy to afflict him. And next week, if you come back next week, I'm gonna do some things that I'm gonna talk about how sickness can come into our lives, biblically, how we end up, there's a lot of different open doors, if you will, and I'm gonna talk to you about it. But Jesus comes back and it says, listen, the way you're living put you in that condition, and if you don't change the way you're living, you're gonna end up right back on that mat. Okay, now listen to me, this is so interesting. Maybe, I don't know what it was. Maybe it was unforgiveness. You know, many doctors say, if they could choose to forgive and let go of their internal consternation they have towards others. Maybe it was an unhealthy appetite. Maybe it was like an addiction that he couldn't stop so it kept destroying, I don't know. I don't know what it is, but Jesus says this, "If you don't leave it, you're gonna return." So here's the thing that I would tell you that's always gonna happen when God doesn't work in your life. First of all, you're gonna probably have to get rid of the bad company you've been hanging out with.

Now, let me just say this, this man was surrounded by sick people for 38 years. That means he's gonna have some sick beliefs. Okay, and let me just tell you that if you're on the healing journey, particularly if you're, we're talking about a healing and an addiction or in a mindset, it's not unusual for God to say, "I'm gonna heal you, but you gotta find some new friends." 'Cause guess what? I've always noticed this, addicts hang out with addicts. Gossipers hang out with gossipers. Poor people hang out with poor people. I've just noticed that it's our company keeps us in our condition sometimes, okay? But I also noticed this that Jesus says, you gotta buy a mindset and I really wanna drill down on this. This man believes that God heals at random. Or he believes that God heals based on earning what we do. Did you notice that? He says, well, you gotta get to the pool first. You gotta beat everybody else there. You gotta be the fastest to, you know what Bethesda means? House of mercy. This man's laying in the house of mercy, but believes he's gotta earn everything he gets from God. There's many of us believe that. We believe we're not healed because religion tells us God's a vending machine and I have to do everything the right way and I have to act the right way and I have to do the right thing and I'm probably still

dealing with this because I'm not doing that. Let me tell you, you're a child of God and you live in a house of mercy. You live in a place where God loves you and his power in your life is not dependent on your behavior. He gives mercy. The same mercy you received to receive Christ when you were a sinner is the same mercy God continues to work in your life as he heals you day in and day out. You're in a house of mercy. Stop believing that you have to live perfectly for God to do the supernatural in your life. It's a bad belief this guy's got. And with that, I just want you to know it's a gift. Healing's a gift. People don't earn gifts, they're given. They're given out of the heart of love of the giver. And that's what we receive in healing. Now, let me just say this, but once you receive the gift, you've got to live differently. There's a pattern that keeps us in these places. Let me say it this way. I can't tell you how many people I believe God's healed of fear, but then they go back to watching the same old scary stuff, feeding it in their lives. I can't tell you how many times I've seen God restore joy to someone, but then they go back to talking negatively and find themselves

back in a depression. I can't tell you how many times I've seen people get a miracle in their finances, but then they go back to the same patterns that put them in debt to begin with. You God does miracles, but out of that event has to come a lifestyle. Okay, now listen, the healing process requires new patterns to be sustained. And I remember years ago, I had a friend named Robert. Robert was in ministry and his family was decimated as, basically, infidelity came in, his wife had had an affair with another pastor on staff. It significantly destroyed their family and their church. And one day Robert was going through the proceedings ready to divorce his wife, and he said he's driving the Holy Spirit, just speaks to him and says, well, I guess you don't believe in all that stuff you preached all these years. He said, what do you mean? He says, you don't believe I can heal this relationship. You believe I can restore everybody else's home, but I can't restore yours. And of course, Robert, right for this, I was like, I didn't do it. And he said, in that moment, God showed him his part in it, ways he had not been, he had been neglectful, ways that he had not helped strengthen his marriage. She had a responsibility, so did he. And he said, in that moment, I realized

I had an opportunity to let God heal this relationship. Well, fast forward, today Robert and his wife have celebrated over 40 years of marriage. Their families, their girls have great marriages, and he said, I'm as happy as I've ever been. Now you would be, you would think that the miracle was just that moment that I just told you the quote, and it's, you know, you would think that was the healing. No, no, no, no. That's where God opened up the door to healing, but you know what followed that? Confession and counseling and new patterns of relating to one another. And years of work, and all I, I just want you to understand this, it's called a road to recovery, not a recliner to recovery. Because you're going to have to walk this thing out. Because healing isn't just an event, it's a lifestyle. Now, here's the last one. Healing is about healing others. If we just don't-- we're like, what? No, healing's about me feeling better, me not dealing with this, not being troubled. But no, no, healing's about me healing. No. God's not into healing, just to relieve pain. He's in it to redeem pain. OK, remember we started off with Isaiah 61, all the ways God wants to work in your life? Let me show you the verse that follows, verse 3.

"After I do all that, they will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of His splendor. They-- who-- those people that I just did all those works in, they will rebuild the ancient ruins and restore the place as long devastated. They will renew the ruined cities that were devastated by generations. And you, these people who have received all this work, will be called priests of the Lord, and you will be named ministers of God." Jesus said, "The Spirit of the Lord has come on me, and I'm going to do all this in your life, and then you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to turn around and hand this to you, and what I've done in you, now you're going to do for everybody else." Healing is about healing others. That's the reason God does it. Let me just say this. What Isaiah tells us is that there's a cycle to what God wants to do in your life, and Him healing you is just the beginning of the cycle. He then wants to take what He's healed you from, and choose to use it to heal others. It's meant to be a perpetual healing that takes place. Now, let me just say this. That's exactly why Jesus goes and talks to this man. This man was laying for 38 years at a pool, not moving, not adding value. His existence did not glorify God.

Jesus didn't come because he felt sorry for that man. He says, "This is not the life you've been called to. Your life is supposed to honor God and add value to others. Get up and get into what God designed you to do." That's exactly what was second place. If Jesus' point to just heal this man was just to stop the pain, he would have just healed him, and then send him straight to heaven. But he healed him and left him on earth, because the point of healing is to heal others. Now, listen, you've got to grasp that God wants to leverage your life for His glory. You've got to get that. Otherwise, you're going to miss out on a lot, and let me just say that that's something you've got to believe and act in while you're struggling. Many of us will say, "Well, okay, God can use me after I receive the healing, after our marriage is put back together, after I get out of debt, after I, you know, this diagnosis don't. Can I just tell you this? No, it's not how it works." As a matter of fact, that's the challenge, because your sickness, your struggle shouts very loudly, and it shouts two things to you, and these are the two things. It shouts first, selfishness, and second, scarcity, okay? Selfishness says, because of your condition, you should only focus on what you need.

And scarcity says, because of your condition, you have nothing to give anyone else. That's what sickness does does, is it doesn't just affect the body, it affects the soul. And in the soul, we start to believe only my pain matters, and then we start to believe, I've got nothing to contribute to someone else, because I'm in this condition. Let me tell you though, those are two lies, because no matter your condition, you are still called to love people. There is no sickness that exempts you from the scriptures. And in addition to that, I don't care if you can't move, you have something to contribute to someone else's life. There's something in you that someone else needs. I preached at a church in Louisville, Kentucky, it's got multiple campuses, and in their Louisville campus, I should say, there's a couple whose name is Al and Jennifer. He's an executive with a big healthcare company, and she's an event planner, and just really sweet people, and they told me the story, that they got married, and it's just perfect. I mean, the wedding photos are beautiful, they're in love, and it's just wonderful. Everything looks perfect. They're traveling, and their careers are taken. I mean, it's like textbook, what you would want, until one day they realized their desire to have a family is met with the pronouncement

they have an infertility issue. And I know maybe many of you listening to me right now, you're walking through that. I mean, there's just such a grinding condition, because there's these benchmarks that are created by the medical community, that if we do this, then this, and if we try this, and it feels like hope, just disappointment, hope, disappointment, hope, disappointment, hope, disappointment. And that's what they experienced for six years. I mean, you gave us this desire for a family, and yet you didn't give us the ability to obtain it. And in the mix of all this incredibly dark season, one Sunday, someone comes up to Jennifer, and she's indicated she's willing to serve, so guess who comes up to recruit her is someone from the kids ministry. And they come up, you know, not no understory, and they say, you see your kind of disposition and your gifts, we really could use you to help take our kids ministry to the next level. And Jennifer said, you know, it's like, no, no. I mean, how am I supposed to walk in a room and see what I want, but cannot have week after week after week? And she said she was polite and didn't get into the whole story, but she said she just declined. And then she said, but for the next few days, it was like the Holy Spirit just kept prompting her, kept prompting her, kept prompting her. And so she took a massive step of faith

and started serving an elementary. And her gifts and her disposition were exactly what was needed. So much that eventually very quickly, she started leading as a volunteer, kind of administrating the whole team. Every week she'd walk in, every Sunday, and she would help steward other people's children unable to have her own. And she said there was this point with which God gave her such a joy in seeing these kids choose to follow Christ, that it became a bit of a counterbalance to the disappointment of her own experience. And she says, you did that Sunday after Sunday, Sunday after Sunday, Sunday after Sunday. And so something very unexpected happened when she went through this persistent three or four days with nausea, she said it never occurred to her that it could be anything but a stomach bug, but it just kept lingering and kept lingering until one thing led to another and she found out she was pregnant. Nine months later they had a baby girl, completely healthy. Now, here's what I love about that story. Medical science can tell you when the baby was conceived. But only God can tell us when the womb was healed to conceive. And I don't know this for sure, but here's how I like to think of it. It was on a Sunday. While she was ministering to someone else's children,

the Holy Spirit came in and healed her ability to have children. Listen to me, we are meant to be conduits of the power of God. Now then listen, you know what you need when you need a healing, God's power. Let me say it this way, even the pipe gets wet. The pipe that carries the water that refreshes people, it gets wet in the process. And if I was in a position that I needed the power of God to flow through an area of my life, I think the surest way to see that happen is to make sure it's flowing through me to someone else. Do not let your condition keep you from contributing to what God wants to do in someone else's life, because in him using you, You may find that he heals you as well.