Cassandra Galvez shares her testimony.

God bless you all. Hi, everyone. My name is Cassandra Galvez and it's an honor to be here to share my story and my testimony on my journey of truly surrendering and finding my relationship with God. Um it is a little nerve wracking doing this but I was in jail which wasn't too long ago. Um remembering and praying that what I was going through was going to have a purpose and I was going to be able to share and give hope to anyone going through what I went through and that's being in jail. Um I was released this year. I was um I got admitted into jail. Uh I wanna say it was January 20th and I stayed until I signed my um agreement all the way through. So I did 3 months. Um actually 94 days to be exact. And through that time um that's when I found my relationship truly with God. Um and in this moment I can say that that was the hardest thing I had ever went through in my

life and I've been through some stuff truly but that probably was the hardest, scariest, lonely, and loneliest thing that I ever encountered. Um but through that I found my strength with God. Um he was my rock. He was my strength. He was what got me through depression, um anxiety, all of that during that time. So if I could just share my story, I think um how I just wanna start is kinda where it started to where I am now and hopefully whatever comes out will just can relate to other women. I specifically have it in my heart to speak to single mothers um that are in jail or in prison that have left um children and cuz that's my personal story that was very hard for me. Um and still very hard for me. So I just hope my story can kinda help and give hope that um it will be okay and you are forgiven and God can repair anything if you just allow him to and surrender to

his will. So um with that being said, I guess where I kinda wanna start my story is um I grew up in a home, a loving home. I have a loving mother and father. Um they themselves dealt with addiction. Um alcoholism and it goes through generations um with that. Um each family isn't perfect. I know mine wasn't but I know growing up, I saw things, um witnessed things, um and that was hard to carry um as a child. Uh I have a big family. There's six of us. I'm the second oldest but um so with with that, it was kinda hard finding my identity with um the home and all my siblings and um yeah, it's my my mother had a really bad alcoholic problem. Uh thank god she's been like 2 years sober now. So my father, his drug of choice was marijuana. I can from ever since I was little, I can just remember him going to the patio to take a little break and we all knew what that meant but

um so as as far as what I'm trying to get at is that was my role models um to see how um to get through struggles in life. Their choices was to go that route. Um as a family, we grew up Catholic. Um when I was little, we did go to church. Um but as I got older, um and my parents got older, they kinda drifted away from that. Um so I kinda didn't really have a true core foundation of community in the church and going and doing those kind of things on my own just because it was kind of forgotten when I was younger. So with that being said, I found, well I found is kind of weird to say, I met my children's dad when I was 14 years old and during that time my mom and my dad were not okay. Their relationship was very toxic. It was a very unhealthy environment for me to be in. I was looking for an escape out of that and at that moment my kid's father was that for me. And I guess that's kind of where I kind of started with getting into drugs and alcohol as well. I think that for me growing up and seeing that as that's what you kind of do to forget about your problems, I kind of took into that at that age. And also just because everything that was going on in my home, that was kind of where I wanted to go and start to get away from everything. I ended up getting pregnant with my first daughter, well my only daughter Lily, when I was 18 and she was a blessing from God 100%. She changed my life. I had something, a purpose. I had a little human that looked up to me and given my background of what happened with my family, I just wanted more for her. So for a couple years I personally started going to church. I changed my ways as soon as I had her. I was on the right path. I did everything as far as the check boxes of what it looks like to be an adult and do things right. But life started lifing and my relationship with the kid's dad was not good and

he was a great father, still is. I have really nothing negative to say, it's just you know when you meet someone at such a young age to 10 or going on to 10 years, we just didn't grow together and it was really hard for me to stay in that relationship but I did because I did not want to repeat what I went through as a child and I was so afraid that if I repeated that cycle it would end up being the same story for my daughter and I know the struggle that I went through. Needless to say, it got to the point where I decided to leave that relationship. I was not happy and ultimately if I'm not happy, my kids are not happy. I totally forgot to mention my son. My son is three years younger than my daughter so after having him, I want to say shortly after that was, I want to say a year after having my son, was when I fully decided to leave that relationship. With that being said, I think that's when trauma got brought back up. Being a single mom, doing it all on your own, having real life bills to pay and knowing that you can't really rely on anybody but yourself or at least that's what my mind was at that time. It was hard. I was working two jobs, raising two kids. Mind you, at this time I was 22, 23 so I'm still young, you know. I don't really know my identity yet but that was all. I didn't have time to think about that at the moment. I was like in survival mode of how can I make things happen? How do I put food on the table? How am I going to pay the light bill? How am I going to pay the car bill? There were many times where I was like, oh my gosh, they're going to come pick up my car tomorrow because I'm like a week late on having to pay the car and how I'm gonna get the kids to school so all of that was very stressful and personally that's when alcohol took into play in my life I was so busy that I forgot what was most important and that was staying in the community of church I used the excuse of well I have to work and I have other things and you know that's just gonna have to wait you know and I think that's kind of where I fell off because I was no longer walking in his walk I was walking on my own walk and whatever I thought in my mind was was supposed to get done or what I'm supposed to do I was leading my own life and not allowing God to guide me and be there for me during that tough time I relied on myself and alcohol to get me through day to day and so it started off with me just you know having a glass of wine at night when the kids went to bed and when I unwind and little by little it just progressed into two glasses three glasses maybe a whole bottle instead of doing one one day a week it started

becoming like every day of the night you know and it took control over me and the alcohol is what I leaned on to get through everything my emotions my my shame my guilt of you know putting myself in that position of being a single mother and it was my go-to at that moment that was my best friend the only thing that could relate to me you know so I caught my first EWI shortly after you know the alcohol kind of got into play and when that happened I cleaned up my act I did everything got off of probation early got out of probation and I'm not gonna lie that first time I did not really learn my lesson I went right back you know but at that point it wasn't just alcohol that I went back to you I started smoking weed I noticed that the alcohol gave me a lot of anxiety so we kind of suppress that for me and so not only did I have an alcohol problem I started having a weed addiction and marijuana addiction and that was what helped my mind calm down and the alcohol for me was what numbed me so not only was I dealing with one problem I now had two things that I was going to so I started smoking really heavy I mean it's so crazy to think about now how much I was smoking I would wake up smoke take a shower smoke about to go to the gym oh but I need a hit before I go you know and it was like an all-day thing and then at night was when I would drink heavy and then it was just a cycle over and over again I'll mind you while I'm doing all of this I'm still doing what I'm supposed to do as a mother I'm still taking care of my responsibilities and all of that but I remember there was one time I was in my bathroom and literally like drinking I have just a bottle of wine in my bathroom and like I'm getting ready for bed like literally brushing my teeth and then taking a swig and I'm like sitting there I'm like Cass everything that you did not want to become for your children like you are that now you know like what happened like but I was so deep into relying on those things that yes it was a thought in my mind yes I knew it wasn't what I was supposed to be doing but I was so deep into it that it I wasn't gonna stop because that's all I really knew at that point how to handle things and in my mind as long as I'm doing what I'm supposed to do check mark

wise I'm gonna continue doing, you know, the smoking and the drinking. So before I got arrested, I want to say it was probably a year before I got in jail, I got pulled over for speeding on the service road and I had weed in the car and I also had like a quarter of an Adderall pill because that's kind of what I used to get up to go and do the next day, you know, because I was drinking so heavily the night before or being so tired from smoking so much like I would wake up and like every now and then take an Adderall, but needless to say it was not prescribed, it was straight Adderall. And when I got pulled over, I was very honest, I told a police officer what was in my car and I went to jail for that and that was, yeah, that's kind of where my story starts with like the jail part. So I went to jail, got booked in for those charges, bailed out literally the next like half day. I got booked in all the way into a pod, a Collin County C pod cell 42, I'll never forget, and in my mind I'm like, oh I'm gonna get out anyway so it's fine. Well I ended up getting out, bonding out, I get on probation a couple months after that, so this is my second time around going on probation for now drug charges and yeah I still did not learn my lesson. I was so deep into my addiction and alcohol that even when I was put on probation I couldn't stop, you know, and I knew what was to come if I didn't stop like my freedom was on the line, I was gonna end up back where I just got out of, but I was so reliant on it that it didn't matter, none of it mattered, I didn't care as long as I got my high, as long as I got my feeling of numbness from the alcohol, that's all that mattered in my point of life at that time. And so with that being said, I drove home one night from work, well I went to the bar, the bar was down the street from work, definitely got intoxicated, way to the point where I should have ubered home, I didn't, I drove and mind you I'm on probation during this time period and I got pulled over and went to jail and when I went there before, like on my way to jail, I just felt it in my heart that I was going to stay there for some time, that it wasn't gonna be easy this time, I just had it in my heart, like it was like man, like you really messed up this time and you're, it's not gonna be easy this time. Well needless to say I go, I get booked in and

I will never forget it, I get my fingerprints done, I get my uniform, I go, they're walking me to the pod of wherever I'm gonna be in and I walk in the pod and I'm like looking around the building and I'm like what is, I feel like I'm in deja vu, you know, and then they take me to my cell and that's when it hit me, I was like oh my gosh, I'm in the exact pod, this is the exact same cell and I was placed in the exact same bed from the first time around since my last arrest and immediately I just felt it, I was like I'm being taught a lesson because how, like what, how does that happen? happen you know out of all the pods out of all the cells out of all the beds like I was directed to the exact same spot almost like the beginning it was almost like God well I know that God was like we're gonna do this again and it's not on your terms you know it's gonna be the way I have planned for you now looking back at it but anyways so get booked in the next morning I'm calling bond companies I'm trying to figure this out how can I get out you know and that was my main worry was to get out of jail but because I was on probation and pretty much I violated my probation catching that extra charge my bond was like $5,000 and I didn't have that money and my family I wasn't about to ask them to put money down nor do I think they would have you know given the circumstances but um yeah it was my my thought process was how do I get out of here I need to get out and every time I tried bond companies weren't really working with me because I was a high risk since I had caught another charge it was just I was not getting to that point mind you I've been in jail for like two weeks trying to figure this out how I'm gonna get out and that's when God started working in me a little bit it started in baby steps I think God works in that way he starts little he gives you he gives you what you need during those times I think so I was still in my own head I was still worried about me I was still worried about how I'm gonna get out and in that mind in that time I'm thinking in my mind like how do I get out so I can smoke a blunt you know so I can you know like I was not in the right mind of to even get out I wasn't ready you know but at that that time that I didn't see it that way

you know so I'm two weeks in and not having any luck to get out and that's when reality started setting in of like Cass you're kind of not getting out you know so that was really hard for me I got into a really bad deep depression and crying all day every day like this is all my fault like if I could have had just stopped you know if I could have had just done what I was supposed to do if I could have had just you know stop smoking and stop drinking like this is all my fault I'm here and I have to pay the consequences and I'm not getting out the way I think I'm gonna be getting out and that was really heavy on my heart so that's when I just had a revelation of like I can't do this on my own that's when it sunk in like there's a lesson in this right now I don't know what it is but honestly even a couple days before I got arrested for that second DWI I remember there was a moment where I broke down in my car and I was just like crying out at the moment I didn't wasn't it wasn't to God but I think he heard me you know I was just crying out like I need help I can't do this on my own I want to stop but I can't like someone help me something help me and when it finally hit me in jail that you know this was what God was answering my my my call my me asking to get help it wasn't the way that I wanted it you know nobody wants to be in jail and to know that you're not gonna get out and like you know until things get figured out but God knows what you need and I think he definitely gave me that moment in Collin County Jail because that's when he was able to break down my walls and to fully surrender to him. And I had to be clean, you know, like I was in jail, like I can't smoke weed, I can't drink alcohol, like that alone was something that I needed. I needed to be in a place where I was confined and not in the outside world to where it was easy for me to run to those things. But yeah, so that's when I started having that relationship with God.

I read the Bible, truly took time to read the Bible and get into his word and so much of it I could relate to, especially with Paul. And for the first time ever, I felt like his direction, I would have moments where like, I swear to you, I could hear him or there would be certain things that I would, you know, think or have that thought that that's what he's telling me, you know, and certain situations would happen where like, it's repeated like through someone else, you know, and I'm just like, oh my gosh, it freaked me out at first, honest to God, because I had never experienced anything like that. But it was such a blessing that I was able to experience that but it was such a blessing that I was able to experience that and I look at it now and if I didn't have God during that time, I don't think I, I don't know, I really don't know what, how I could have, went through it, like I said, I went through really bad depression and I almost went and got checked by the medical, I guess, people at the jail to try to see if I could get on some kind of depression medication or anxiety medication because it was so bad, but I remember that like I would hear from God, like, why do you still think that you need something to heal you? Like, I am the answer. So I just, I gave it my all, I prayed to Him, I repented for my sins, I asked Him to guide me

and you know, if I have to do this with Him, then show me how to do it because I can't do this on my own and I knew I couldn't do it on my own. So little by little, it still wasn't easy, but it got easier and my confidence in being strong came within through Him and I just got in the routine, you know, I didn't know when I was gonna get out, I didn't know how long I was gonna be there, I just knew that as long as I woke up every morning and prayed and lifted my head up high, knowing that God is on my side, I can get through another day and it's not gonna be a forever thing, me being in jail, you know, there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I just have to buckle up with God and that was where my strength came and a lot of healing happened to during that time. I had a lot of breakthroughs and a lot of tears in my bed cell and but I needed that, I needed to get all of that out and I wanna say when I was about two months in, that's when truly God had worked in me after prayer after prayer of God, I still have it in my mind of I want a drink, I wanna smoke, I wanna, you know, it was still in the back of my head of like I still want those things, like help me break through that

and I truly feel he kept me in there because he knew I wasn't ready to get out because if I still had those thoughts, I wasn't ready yet but the second month I was in there, I woke up one morning, I remember The night before, I was like, God, please just like help me not want this for my life anymore, not just for me, but so I can be a good mom and go back home to my kids and be something for them to look up to. And I just, I cried and I cried and I repeated it over and over, like demanding it from him almost. Like, if you're a good God, if you keep your promises, like this is what I ask for you. Like, please just take this off of my heart because I know it's no good for me. And, um, the next morning I woke up and I just felt so free of what the enemy I feel like had a hold on me for so long. Um, and I didn't have the thought anymore of the urges or the cravings. Um, and I know that that was God, you know? So I'm really thankful for that. And, um, um, towards the end of my, uh, court trials and all of that, um, that's how I was able to get in touch with, um, the sober living home that I'm currently at Ruth house, which is here in McKinney. Um, that was heaven sent as well. The first offer I got while I was in jail, um, they wanted to send me to prison for two years. Um, the second offer I got, the DA prosecutor was set on sending me to, um, ISF, which is my understanding. It's a rehab program that is, uh, run through TDC. Um, um, and I did not want to go. I wanted to get out. I wanted to go back home to my kids, but the DA and prosecutor were set on that. I needed help. And I can understand that, you know, so they weren't budging off of me going to that program. Um, um, and so I remember praying and asking God, like I had only one more offer left. Um, and they were not budging on the ISF thing. My goal was to get released and to get my probation reinstated and to not have to be in an institution. Um, but it wasn't looking like it was going that route. So, um, that was another thing. Persistence and prayer really does do things. Um, so I remember praying, praying and praying and literally writing in my Bible, like, God makes something happen, like some way, somehow, you know, and, um, I'll never forget

it. There was one morning I decided to do, they have classes in jail, I'm sure as you guys know, um, like MRT, AA and things of whatnot. Um, I had signed up to go to one of their AA classes and I almost didn't go that morning, honestly, because it was like so early in the morning. It was like eight in the morning and usually I would not want to do something that early, but I almost didn't go, but something told me like, you need to get your butt up and just go to this class, you know? So I got up, went to the class and, um, I'm a very quiet person. I don't really share my story a lot. Um, I, uh, I, I think that's a thing that God's working through me too. Um, I don't like to express, I feel sometimes people won't understand and whatnot, but anyways, needless to say, um, I had it in my heart to go to this AA meeting and to participate and to speak up and to say what's going on and how I'm feeling and, you know, that I'm worried that I'm going to go to ISF and I'm not going to see my kids till the end of the year and all of those things. And there was a girl in there, her name is Kinsley. Um, she was in the same pod as me. She was actually two cells down from me and, um, she was in that class too. And, um, after the class, after I shared, you know, I cried and all the things she came up with. up to me and she was like hey like what is your plan you know if you when you get out because at this point I had lost everything I had lost my car I had lost my apartment because I had been in jail not working and so I didn't have anything to go home to and if I was gonna get out anytime soon and I told her I was like I have no idea like I really don't know I just know God has a plan and whatever it is you know but yeah I had to be honest with you I don't I don't know and she brought up to me the sober living home roof house that she had just came from and she had it in her heart that God wanted her to speak to me and put that in my direction and at this point I had no I didn't even know sober living was a thing I had no like information about it but I was like okay like she's like well I'm gonna give you the phone number to call and just you know just go with it so I called and I had an interview and I told them my story and I told them I wasn't really sure what my case was looking like I wasn't sure if I was gonna get released for probation or if I was gonna get sent to ISF I wasn't really sure exactly like where it was the ending point what was gonna be but I knew my court date to finish everything was

approaching I knew the finish line was was coming I just didn't know exactly what that looked like yet so regardless my house mom she was like no matter what happens you know you have a home to come home to whether it's a couple months towards the end of the year or if God willing you get released you know to us you can come to like here as soon as you get out and so I was like oh my gosh you know like this was an answered prayer you know so I'm like trying to get a hold of my lawyer cuz I know I literally only have like two weeks three weeks left until I have to come with an agreement with the prosecutor and stand before the judge and at that point in time I was ISF was what I was going to do and this happened last minute this opportunity of Ruth house and I go to my lawyer I'm like listen like if you can please just try to negotiate one last time like if they can release me to Ruth house and I can get my probation reinstated you know like I understand I understand their point of view that I need help I do I know I need help you know I can't I need something different I need a change but I just in my heart I just knew ISF was not what God had wanted for me and so ironically my lawyer was the son of my house mom's lawyer back in the day when she was going through court stuff so that was just a a God moment to you of like confirmation of like I was going towards where God was leading me to and so little things like that I was just like in full faith mode you know of like he's gonna do it you know he's going to give whatever my lawyer needs to do to talk to the DA and prosecutor to give me this blessing of going to this home and getting released I pray and pray and like everything that was when like what I had learned in jail as far as we're building up my faith and everything I thought was like everything for me I'm I was like in warrior mode at that point of like let me see how God prevails you know God keeps his promises like regardless I I I stated that if it wasn't to be the sober living and if it was to go to ISF regardless I knew it was his plan and I was gonna be obedient to this plan regardless you know but I definitely was like please God like please be favor and if this is your will of how you want this to end like that's all I

can ask but regardless like I trust you I trust you with my life I trust you with your direction your timing is perfect your guidance is perfect so needless to say all this is happening I get called from the pod officer at like 6 in the morning Cassandra Galvez you need to get up you have court you know I was like oh my gosh what do I have court for you know and I found out that I was going to my plead agreement and I was like so worried because at that time my lawyer was a court-appointed so it was kind of hard to get in contact with him and to you know know certain things happening with my case so I wasn't aware that I had a plead agreement coming up so I got ready and I was like oh my gosh I don't know what I'm pleading to you know but like this is the end this is you know but at this point it's three months in like I I'm at the end of the road and whatever I'm pleading to is whatever is to come next and I remember they when you go from Collin County Jail to the courthouse they have you like all chained up like from the belt from your hands from your feet and I remember when they transferred me to the holding cell at the courthouse it was just me and the night before God had it on me to read Ephesians and I just replayed it that whole chapter of like the armor that I was in I didn't look at as like I'm being chained up I looked at as like this is the armor of God to prepare me of what I'm about to face you know and I literally got on my knees and I prayed for hours I was in that holding cell by myself for like a good minute because I'm pretty sure during that time my lawyer was in negotiation with everything to get everything ready for me so I was I was in there by myself for quite some time but that's what I needed that's what God had planned for me so I could have that time and to just me and him and the power of prayer you know during that time my lawyers having this talk with the DA prosecutor and I just think that he moved he moved and I remember getting called from the officer and he's like Cassandra it's time to meet your lawyer and my heart dropped because I knew when I saw him whatever was the agreement like that was it you know so I get up from praying and I walk to the little room and my lawyers there and he has the paperwork and he looks at me and he's like I got

them to allow you to get released to Ruth house and I just broke down that that moment for me was like really when it clicked of like God is real God is good God is like everything you know and I was just so grateful I was just like overwhelmed with joy all of that depression and anxiety and me in day in and day out for three months like it was like that light at the end of the tunnel was finally there and it was such a long tunnel for a long time but it was it finally came to me you know and I just remember praising God and thanking my lawyer and just so happy you know and at that time that's when I knew I was ready for the walk with God and I remember sometimes when I would pray to God I would be like Lord if you give me this favor like I will forever surrender my life to you I will forever you know like you are first like I will never go back my old ways just please give me this little grace and I think God knew that I was ready you know I took me some time I had to sit there and it's not what I wanted but um it's what needed to happen and I'm grateful For that time, it was a very hard time. It's not easy. I mean, there's no easy way for me to say it. It's the hardest thing that anybody will have to go through, you know? But I specifically feel like I need to speak to single moms that are in jail right now with loving kids back at home, wherever they may be. I remember that was really hard, and it's still really hard for me to this day because it's a blessing. My kids are with my family, and I will get to go back home to them. So that's a blessing on its own. But I still carry sometimes a guilt of all of this happening and me being away from them,

but I just ask for anyone that's struggling with that just to remember that, for one, to forgive yourself, and two, to know that God can repair anything. And it's not, we all make mistakes. We all, we're not perfect. Only He is, you know? And that's what's so amazing is God just, He loves us no matter what, and He loves our kids just as much. And you just have to trust and have faith that it's gonna be okay, and He's gonna take care of it. And even though you're sitting in the darkest place right now, there's still light there. You know, use this opportunity to really dig deep and to find your relationship with God because He is the answer, you know? And you can find joy in any time, in any trial, in any storm. There's always something that God still has to be thankful for that He's placed in your life. And sometimes we have to go through these trials and tribulations that we don't want to, but it's in His plan, because His plan is perfect. And I sit here today to tell you that I am now in a sober living home with godly women. I'm sitting here at this beautiful church life fellowship. I work here, and He has given me so many people in my life, community, because for so long, I was just doing it on my own,

and He's broken me with a lot of things, but also has blessed me so much. I have a great relationship with my kids and my family. They hold nothing against me, and I'm so grateful for that. I mean, He has repair relationships. I mean, I just owe it all to Him, you know? And so if I could give a little bit of hope to someone, that's all I can say, you know, like, just hold on, don't give up, keep going, but have God be what keeps you going. Dig deep in your faith, because it will be okay, and you will see the light at the end of the tunnel, and He is walking with you in every step of the way, and this will only make you stronger, and it will be something that you can look back on like I am today, and like grateful that I went through that experience. And I just, I pray for everyone that is in jail, men, women, all stories, because we all have a story. There's a reason, you know, why we're in there, and to each their own, you know, but this is my story, and this is my walk, and, you know, praise God, praise God, praise God, praise God, just remember that. Something that helped me while I was in jail was always replaying. When the enemy tries to, like, get in your head and make you doubt that God's not working for you, I would stop and tell myself, like, God keeps His promises, God is faithful,

God keeps His promises, like, I would, like, literally replay that, because the enemy, he works, and he works hard, you know, but God works harder, so as long as you continue to just remind yourself. yourself when you get in those thoughts just remember that that's the enemy and that's not from God and just replay it if that's any advice you know God is faithful God is good God keeps his promises and just keep that you know keep that all day God is good God keeps his promises and I'm living proof of it right now you know I'm here today sitting in front of the camera and getting to share my story and I'm just so thankful to anyone that listens to this for hearing my story and this has been very very humbling experience and just hang in there and prayer changes things and your faith you know just keep your faith there's as strong as you can the best way you can and it's gonna be okay and you will see the light at the end of the tunnel I'd like to say a prayer and Lord Heavenly Father I just ask you to bring the Holy Spirit in my mind body and soul so I can speak to the women I pray over your hearts I pray over your healing I pray over your mind I pray over your peace I pray over your surrenderance to God I pray over that you just find him and you have God just lead you the way I pray that you find hope in the darkness the light at the end of the tunnel I pray that God just gives you blessings that you couldn't even imagine I pray that you lay your head at night knowing that God is with you and you are not alone I pray that you wake up every morning joyous that he gave you another day I pray that any depression any anxiety in any shame any guilt that that is rebuked and it's that is from Satan and you knowing you wake up courageous and boldly and move with God and know that he is in your will and he is so good I pray for your families I pray that you guys come together anything that needs to be fixed with relationships that God just gives you all the grace and glory and just takes care of all of that I pray that you wake up and go to sleep at night knowing that you don't have to carry that weight that

it is his to carry I pray that you just know that you are loved and that you know that God will do anything and everything for you that there is no unconditional love like his I pray that you just keep your faith I pray that he gives you signs and signals just as he did to me and jailed so you are you know that he is with that walk with you I pray that you wake up having the willingness to pursue God and pursue his words pursue his wisdom pursue his love his guidance and I pray that you just get through another day with him Jesus name Amen